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March 14th, 2007


05:41 pm
FUCK dreams that affect you all day. FUCK dreams for making me think something I didn't before.

HORRAH FOR REMEMBER MY DREAMS, but FINGERS to remembering the creepy, icky ones.

Eeeeeeeeeeew.

Well, at least it ended in the best way it could have. UGH!!!
Current Mood: [mood icon] homeworking
Current Music: Sigur Rosa- Hoppipolla

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March 11th, 2007


05:03 pm
You have NO idea how wide I'm smiling right now...
Current Music: Missy Elliott- Out of Control

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12:46 am
My tummy hurts.

Em... I'm excited about going to college! The people at MCAD the other night were suprised that there was 'another' girl from high school at the school. I don't think they understood that I was only there for a non-credited class in which I produced this picture of my photo class and my teacher;

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Why does my tummy hurt?

I'm super excited about the Habitat for Humanity trip to N'olens!! I'm excited to finally do something with my hands. It's weird... I can't explain it. Of course I'm glad that we'll actually be making a difference, too. And... chex??? CHEX??? I'm excited to go to the Voodoo museum.

Friday was AMAZING. So was today!! I finally got to take a picture that I've been wanting to for my theme in photo. I'm so glad I'm talking with Kate again. Communication SUX A LITTLE BIT AND A HALF EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE doooooooo.

Tomorrow is The Host (The Hose??? LOOLZ) and sledding with my BEE!! I'm super excited. I FINISHED MY HOMEWORK TODAY, TOO!!! Oh what a time. Want to see a picture from Friday?? Me too!

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Current Music: Rammstein- Morgenstern

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March 2nd, 2007


01:21 pm
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gYyopBHN2p8

BeeTeeDoubleyou, WHAT THE HIBBLES KIND OF DREAM WERT THAT?!?!?!?
Current Mood: [mood icon] blinded by the snow
Current Music: Psapp- Tricycle

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January 8th, 2007


11:33 pm - A poem
Me-
without more than 4 hours of sleep in the last two days, at 11:33 in the NIGHTAH, with oozo in my tummy, and boiled eggs on my breath
Me-
without a care that should take me fancy away from what matters, and what DO matter, it's right in my way
Me-
A tanked out pussy-cat with a hankering for a pair of new socks with silly characters, not particular, finding out that the stores are closed
Me-
Wouldn't have gone anyway, can't drive, don't know when I will, ACT, SAT, PSAT scores were good
Me-
Can't stop thinking about the way I handled the Isrealy-Palistinian conflict in my head, thinking it's a funny joke when the people aren't involved
Me-
Can't sleep
Me-
Haven't tried
Me-
Do I want to?
Me-
I took a sleeping pill.
Current Mood: [mood icon] sleepy

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December 9th, 2006


10:49 am
YEEEEEE!!!! :D Last night was the best!

I got to see Bee, to be in her THOUSANDS OF ROLLS, and just do the best things EVER.

We put a playboy on the front of the children's Christmas book's in Barnes and Noble, so it wert all propped up and such!! We wanted to see people react to it, but no one ever did. Or when they did, they just glanced at it and pretended to not see it.

Then I accidently walked out of the store with a book that I was going to buy, but didn't want to go back in and return it because it would have seemed that I was trying to return it for store credit and I didn't even buy it!!! Maybe I'll mail then the payment. EEEEEE!!!

Then we tried on dresses at Von Maur, some were FANTASTICALLY awful, and that was GRAND!!!

What else, what else??? We spent TOO LONG in Spencer's, and saw an ex-boyfriend walking around in Hot Topic. THEY HAD RINGS FOR $5, AND they were PLASTIC!!!! Can you IMAGIN!?!?

She also gave me an AMAZING present for mah BIRTHINGDITTLE and and and BEE


I'm so excited for the GOGOL BORDELLO concert!!!! It's supposed to be a liver-gasted live-show, and I's goin' wid mah BABEH Murdoc!!!

I AM NOW INCLINED TO DO HOMEWORK FOR MY fuuuuuuuuuTUUUUURE!!
Current Mood: [mood icon] tired
Current Music: Gogol Bordello- Start Wearing Purple

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December 7th, 2006


09:17 pm
I went to das schoolin' for the first three periods today, and was suprised by how awful I still felt. I went home a period later than I was supposed to, though, which was DEFS better than nothing!!

However, every time I try to go to school, it's like I just get knocked back a little more.

I have all-or-nothing thinking, which is a type of 'negative thinking' through a thing called 'cognetive therapy'. BUTTZ, I wouldn't like to go into it any longer. It's MINE, bitch, and it needs time to STEW in my mind. I have to flip things around. I have to think of things positivly!! And I'm definately ready to.

Permenantly!

Not just day-to-day, but on an on-going basis, I want to think of things positively.
I always said "Things will be better tomorrow."
Which they OFT are, because sleeping is but a FUN MIRICLE!!
But it'll be nice to have today, too. And not to waste it with shoulds and coulds and questions that will never be answered.

ATTACK THE NEGETIVE AND SWAMP IT WITH THE POSITIVE BEFORE IT CAN EAT A SLICE OF ITSELF!!
Current Mood: [mood icon] contemplative
Current Music: AFI- Endlessly, She Said

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December 6th, 2006


05:56 pm - Lake Side Mile
The snow is much more giddy than rain! They're one in the same, but at the same time, they are so varied and different it is hard to know that they ARE the same.

The snow is far more giddy, indeed. It floats up, and down, and side to side, and in drifts, and in light flurries. It is soft, and has never been known to be hard in the air, or even compacted. As a snow ball, a human-scrutured piece, those flakes have combined to make something usable and constructive. They take themselves, all their being, and are used for the best of fun and pleasure. In no way is the snow spiteful. It could be called pure because of it's colour and all of the above, but I think it truely should be known as a friend, as a fun-filled, observant self!!

If you lay in the snow, you come to know yourself. If you lay in the rain, you come to loose yourself. Which one can be considered better, I wonder?

They are different. And, I'm sure you've made the connection already, but they truely are the epitamies of persons. One is the one you cannot hold onto, the one that is dark and wants to stay that way. To be gloomy. To not wait. It thinks it is immortal.

The other is patient. It gets along well with others. It doesn't just think of itself. It can be held. It eventually dies, but doesn't know what exactly will happen. It is optimistic. It is cheerful!! It is giddy.

The snow TOTS trumps the rain!!
Current Mood: [mood icon] I HUNGER!!!
Current Music: Flogging Molly- The Kilburn High Road

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05:45 pm - To be or not to be: that is the question
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep;
No more; and by a sleep to say we end
The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks
That flesh is heir to, 'tis a consummation
Devoutly to be wish'd. To die, to sleep;
To sleep: perchance to dream: ay, there's the rub;
For in that sleep of death what dreams may come
When we have shuffled off this mortal coil,

Must give us pause: there's the respect
That makes calamity of so long life;
For who would bear the whips and scorns of time,
The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely,
The pangs of despised love, the law's delay,
The insolence of office and the spurns
That patient merit of the unworthy takes,
When he himself might his quietus make
With a bare bodkin? who would fardels bear,
To grunt and sweat under a weary life,
But that the dread of something after death,
The undiscover'd country from whose bourn
No traveller returns, puzzles the will
And makes us rather bear those ills we have
Than fly to others that we know not of?
Thus conscience does make cowards of us all;
And thus the native hue of resolution
Is sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought,
And enterprises of great pith and moment
With this regard their currents turn awry,
And lose the name of action. - Soft you now!
The fair Ophelia! Nymph, in thy orisons
Be all my sins remember'd.
Current Mood: [mood icon] confused
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December 5th, 2006


10:24 pm - BEE
BEE IS COMING HOME TOMORROW


AND I DON'T KNOW WHEN I WILL GET TO SEE HER


BUT, BY GOSH, I'LL LET HER SMELL ME YET!!


Was that anywhere near a hiku??? YES!?!?
Current Location: Poridge.. porridge? Pourage.
Current Mood: [mood icon] cheerful
Current Music: CHILLY SHIVERS

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10:20 pm - 12.5.06 and my watch be hit by a POWER SURGE
I wish I could update in here more often, but it's defiantely been hard getting away from homework and myspace and facebook. Not enough time to really write anything out, I'd say. And then when I want to write something, it usually doesn't end up to be what I wanted to write about. I forget things extremely easily, except for school things that I'm interested in, understand, and can get a hang of.

I know I can't function during the day, either, without proper sleep. Even by the end of the school day today, I wasn't sure I would be able to go to my Japanese lesson, which would help me get caught up on the stuff I missed while I was gone.

But I done went and saw my teacher and we did the worksheets that needed to be done in order to have at least UNDERSTANDING of the te and can do and may I do forms. It's all just a load of bread in my bakery!!! A sleepy, sleepy bakery.

But my birthday was lovely, to say the least! Bear bear bear wore three hats, we took countless photos of him with a knife and spatula, AAAAAND I need to start taking pictures again soon. I need to get into the habit of taking it with me when I go places, because I definately left the habit in the DOOOOOST when I went in for help; no cameras, no phones in case of cameras and SNAAAAKES not allowed either. I don't think... I NEVER ASKED!!! AND I LEFT MY SOCK MONKEY THERE WITH A HORRIBLE CASE OF SEWN-TOGETHER BUTT FINGERS!!!

I had an amazing birthday, though. I look at it was a new year, how ever cheesey that may sound. It's my new years... because as soon as I blow out those candles, and have loving people that are full of sound and fun, I know everything will turn out right. Plus, this year, I made a wish for something instead of not knowing what to wish for and simply blowing the candles out.

So it's definately an improvment from ALL the other years.

Did you know Brittany and Kevin BROKE UP!?!?! I must go read about it. Adue!!

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November 8th, 2006


04:37 pm
Anna will be put into a daily programs starting Friday at Abbott Northwestern hosbital. She has been struggling with severe depression, and decided with her doctor that this was her best option.

If you would like to reach her, please email her at

popping_panda@hotmail.com

or call her home phone.

We love her so much, and can't express how badly we want her to feel better.

Anna's Mom

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September 30th, 2006


04:20 pm
Poll #833964
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 5

I should

個々の回答を見る

Forget about boys until I'm 25
0 (0.0%)

Forget about being in love and just have fun
2 (40.0%)

Try to love and be loved
2 (40.0%)

Be a nun
1 (20.0%)

Have passionate sex with everyone I find attractive
0 (0.0%)



And HOW.
Current Location: About to watch Rex the Runt!!
Current Mood: [mood icon] disappointed

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August 28th, 2006


12:47 am
'tis 12:47.

But everything's been seeming later earlier or later than it really be!! I feels later right now, like almost TWWWWWWOOOOOO.

Crystal and I are being special people for Halloweens. You'll simply HAVE to come to our party if you want to see what we be talkin' bout (not for worms!!).

While I worked today, I made up a song about Jon. I'd never met him before. I whacked him with a role of posters I got!!! ...I GOT POSTERS, but not Snakes. I got
Thank you For Smoking
Shopgirlly
Little Miss Sunshine (one says "I hate everybody" and the other says "Welcome to Hell"(zzzz)
Scoop
Match Point

And I think that being all!! I write a lot to other people about myself but not TOO myself about other people.

BUT BUT BUT the other night Crystal and I ate some chickEEEEENS on a bench that was all fun and curvy, and she said she say my OCTOPUS lots, and it made me happy!!

*pets Crystal* pretty, pretty girl!

...I miss Abi...
Current Location: Thank you land!
Current Mood: [mood icon] dirty
Current Music: Teddybear Stockholm- Hey Boy

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August 18th, 2006


05:11 pm
Couldn't sleep last night because I had so many ideas for clothing design. And it was FANTASTIC, but I didn't sleep when I liked to.

Imagine a combination of current 'alternative'/vintage-type clothing, urban, and East Indian influences mixed into one.

And an afro!!

AHAHAHAHAHA!!! How does one get such ideas that they actually LIKE? Something new, something exciting.

And school's just soon.

And I'm pissed with Patrick. Sounds like a sitcom. HUZZAH!
Current Mood: [mood icon] determined
Current Music: Panic! @ The Disco- I Write Sins Not Tragedies

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August 3rd, 2006


10:39 pm
AMC, as a workplace, is the most unplesent thing I have had to deal with since leaving Mainstreet.

It's basically the same thing I left that school because of! The people had personalities, but they didn't want to be friends with ME. Ooooo no, that's FAAAAAAAR to comical!

I went there tonight to just see a movie, which was one of my days OFF from that place, and instead of it being relaxing, it just made me dred tomorrow even more; I work tomorrow for EIGHT HOURS STRAIGHT, then I work on Saturday for four hours, which is better. But then, OOOOO THEN, I work Sunday, Monday, AND Wednesday, not by my choosing AT all, but by them realizing that I'm an easy target that they want to beat and push and shove and kill and eat and lick and jibbah-jabbah!!! JIBBAH-JABBAH I SAY!!

At least I got to see a good movie, though! Patrick and I saw Scoop, which was lovely and funny and FANTASTIC. All of the above! And we ate reduced-fat wheat-thins on the way there.

Last night I just kept dreading Friday because of work. And now I just want to get it over with. If they aren't friendly to me, then so what?? I'll come up with ideas for children's books while they're laughing about crack and cereal killers. THAN I'll be a photography intern and make that darned book!

...more than they've done with their time.

AHHHHH I HATE BEING SO AWFUL AND SPITEFUL!!

I don't want to work at AMC anymore! It's literally depressing, and I'm disturbed by the way people treat me!! But it's not anything solid that you can talk to them about, it's more about just being... there when they are, and they don't give a widdle if you ARE there, so they completely ignore you and make things awful for themselves and for me.

Thanks, lickers!! I can't WAIT for my five-day extravaGANZAAAAAA!!!!
Current Mood: [mood icon] distressed
Current Music: Thunderball- Vai Vai

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July 29th, 2006


02:45 pm
Far too many things have been going on for me to recount them ALL, dance that dog, dance it!

Wednesday I went to Crystal's work, ate her and her delicious old bread, had some soup, and began to get large and in charge! Oh, but then, dear lord, Gala biked up and stopped by and kept me company as Crystal actually worked for the old ladies with faces and water. I finished my artist statement for class, which was due the next day, but I wasn't able to go because Anders was AWAY.

Later, that SAME WEDNESDAY, I went home with Crystal, we cut out random things from magazines. As I did thus, and her Truely lay next to me sitting on el Beddo in Crystal's room, Crystal took a SURVEY to see how she'd grown. Oh what times!

Then we tried to buy tickets for Muse a little too late. It sold out. And Gala got lost trying to get to Crystal's house for that WIMPY CONCERT. Ugh, stoooooooopid concert, how now cow frow! Instead of taking the bus to try to get the last possible TICK-EETS, we went to the movie Stangers with Candy and Gala loved it.

I was wearing Racheal's sweater. We found a few shaggy boys for Crystal. I learned Steph works at the Coldstone in Uptown from Truely. T waited for us to call her about going to the concert.

After movie, went to Chino


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LATIIIIINOOOOO and had fun with a pinapple for a low, low price of $60!!



Then I slept. Then I woke up early to try to go to my art class at MCAD. I could get NOFINERIDE!! But besides just sitting on me duff the rest of that day, Patrick eventually got there!!! And we did eat raviolis. And he did decrey that I have no embarressing pictures on my computer!! AHAHAHA, SHAME!!!



Yesterday definatly was lovely as well!! I went to a Habitat for Humanity renuion, which ended up having some of the kids from Habitat mixed with the people I usually hang out with. We shall have another. But it was fantastic to see Chris and Amanda, I agree!!

After leaving my years-old popcorn bowl full of vegetables on the beach after swimming with mother Crystal and others, I went for the gold and went back to Edina with Gala, Drew, Antoine, Patrick, Vicky, and Colleen the Colen.

We ended up dropping a bunch of people off, then it was just me, Drew, and Antoine, which I thought would be weird, but they're lovely people, I reckon! We found Mike Bloom on the street with pie, and after that nothing else mattered but getting him home.

Then bear picked me up!!

What fun is this, my friend? And a new day today! What to do tonight but FEAR my 8-hour shift tomorrow at the theater.

Hope to see my loves.

But in all, including Tuesday, the last days were AMAZING. So glad I have hoses; aren't you?
Current Mood: [mood icon] oily
Current Music: Gym Class Heros- The Queen and I

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July 6th, 2006


12:54 pm
Festival helps Serbia exit the past
By Neil Arun
BBC News, Novi Sad



Festival-goers will party until sunrise at the fortress on the River Danube
In an ancient fortress on the banks of the river Danube, the young have gathered to witness the birth of the Balkans' newest "nation state".

The "State of Exit" is a festival, drawing thousands of music lovers from the region's war-scarred countries to the Serbian city of Novi Sad.

Its organisers describe it as a temporary nation, issuing visitors with "passports" instead of tickets.

Its fans say it is the former Yugoslavia's only "state" whose borders are not drawn in blood.

Much has changed since the first Exit in 2000, a festive offshoot of the youth movements which campaigned against strongman leader Slobodan Milosevic during the 1990s.

Milosevic died in March this year at his prison cell in The Hague, where he had been on trial for war crimes.


The mission may have changed since getting rid of Milosevic - but we are still using music as a powerful tool

Bojan Boskovic
Exit organiser


Boskovic interview
Most of the bridges of Novi Sad, bombed by Nato in 1999 to drive Milosevic out of Kosovo, have been rebuilt.

And organisers expect this year's Exit festival to be the most popular yet.

More than 150,000 people from all over Europe will converge on Novi Sad's Petrovaradin fortress to spend four days, starting from 6 July, enjoying some of the biggest acts from the world of rock, pop and electronic music.

Performers booked to appear this year include Morrissey, Franz Ferdinand, the Pet Shop Boys, Scissor Sisters and the DJs Jeff Mills, Dave Clarke and Hernan Cattaneo.

It is the largest of several youth events in the former Yugoslav republics which aim to use music to unite communities at war with each other barely a decade ago.




Country profile: Serbia
In depth: Death of Milosevic

For Belgrade journalist Tanja Matic, the happiest moment of the festival comes when the day breaks over a scene that symbolises music's power to unify.

"The crowds who have been up all night are heading out of the fortress to their camps by the river," she says. "Above their tents, lit by the dawn sun, are all the flags they have brought of the former Yugoslav republics."

Dragan Ambrozic, a veteran of the Belgrade music scene, says Exit's unique spirit stems from the post-war crowd's eagerness to enjoy itself.

He explains how the region's big cities had a thriving music scene until the war, when they were starved of the latest releases and shunned by the mainstream touring acts.


The finishing touches were being put to the festival on Thursday
They emerged from the war with a raging appetite for new music.

Foreign performers "brave enough" to visit the festival were, Mr Ambrozic says, "gratified to find a knowledgeable, passionate audience - very different to what the media had led them to expect".

'Betrayal'

Amid a changing political landscape, Exit retains its capacity for controversy.

YOUR FESTIVALS
I'm off to Exit - it looks like it's going to be blue skies without a single cloud for the next 10 days

Vladimir, Belgrade


Going to Exit? Send us your reviews, videos and photos
While the original Exit was conceived as a challenge to the authority of Slobodan Milosevic, the modern festival aims to address the unhappy legacy of the wars associated with his leadership.

Bojan Boskovic, Exit's general manager and one of its founders, says: "The mission may have changed since getting rid of Milosevic - but we are still using music as a powerful tool."

However, critics of the festival have argued that Exit's mission has not so much been changed, as betrayed outright.

Most controversial has been the festival's alliance with Serbia's right-wing Radical party, which struck a deal to support Exit shortly after it won control of Novi Sad's city government in local elections two years ago.

The Radicals' leader, Vojislav Seselj, was allied to Milosevic and is currently on trial for war crimes in the Hague.

The festival's fiercest critics, including some who helped found it, say it has abandoned its ideals to guarantee its survival.

'Negative stereotypes'

Mr Boskovic rejects the charge, arguing that the deal struck with the city government does not give it control over Exit.


Performers booked include Franz Ferdinand and the Pet Shop Boys

"All we wanted," he says, "was to make sure we could continue using the fortress for our festival. We cannot be criticised for that."

The festival is primarily about music, he says, but "we are not running away from the fact that Exit also has a political meaning".

Today, dozens of non-governmental organisations use Exit as a platform, campaigning against human trafficking, drug abuse and ethnic intolerance, among a host of other issues.

As the festival's profile has grown beyond the Balkans, it has become a vehicle for promoting Belgrade's image abroad - particularly in the EU, which Serbia seeks to join.

"I want people to come here and discover a Serbia of young and friendly people, who are highly educated and not afraid of questioning their leaders," Mr Boskovic says.

"We are still trying to fight a lot of negative stereotypes in this part of the world," he says. "Exit will keep up the fight - until the very end."

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May 18th, 2006


09:47 pm
Feeeeeeeeet.

I haven't writen in up in her' for such a long time! I don't know how long. I would open another window to look at EXACTLY the last time I posted, and I do feel like it, but we'll find out later, won't we?

If that patience to wait to find out until I post to find out when I posted LAST? I could just as easily figure it out now, and it wouldn't keep bothering me. I would have stopped talking about it 2 sentences a go if it wasn't still bothering me.

But I had such a wonderful day that I am NOT going to let that little thing ruin my day. IT'LL RUIN IT, I SWEAR.

This morning started out with me being extremely happy because the night before I had finished watching America's Next top model, and my favourite model won, fo sho. She's gorgeous, and that's that. She has a mo foing GAP in her teeth, she has a Southern accent, and she's amazingly beautiful. She's different. It made me so happy when they chose her!!! She would be my friend if I knew her in real life, but who can you REALLY trust??

After watching that last night, and trying to do headstands during the commercials (I ended up doing the balancng act on my head a few times with my legs bent and resting on my elbows and they held me up... and I was wearing something without TWO STOCKS to hold my legs. Do not fret! There was no one else in the house. I also flipped over and did a somersault! The first I've done since my mother said not to on the wooden floor when a friend came to the door. Or maybe I did) because I didn't want to do situps or push-pies, so I felt like doing something FANTASTIC and did.

I went to bed around 11, and even so, I was the only person in my house. I didn't want to go to bed before other people were home, but my parents were at an open house for The Boyle's newly remodeled home, and Anders was doing stuff for school.

After trying to call Patrick, and not getting a hold of my parents until RIGHT before I went to bed (my mummy is silly in the willy), and talking to Anders for about 6 minutes, I fell asleep looking forward to...


CAANOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!

I'd never been canoeing before today, but it was so much fun! I went during the school day with Make A Stand to the Mississippi for our FINAL meeting day! Denise, Aaron, and I found a way to be in the same boating, but not before boys lost Racheal's frizbee in the RIVER RAPIDS OOOoOooOooO (a Frenchman found it later, do not fret!). It was BEAUTIFUL, and the fact that my arms were finally getting the workout THEY WANTED was fantastic. There was a bunch of graffiti on the BOTTOMS of the pillars that held up bridges that we passed under, and I kept wondering how the artists did it... Denise just said they took a canoe to do it, but wouldn't you fall out? Did they swim? Did they take the house boat?

We went through a LOCK, which took our water level down 38 feet, and then we scooooooooted over to a park where we had Famous Dave's for lunchin'. I ate chicken because it was BBQ. And I got to be carniverous. It made me feel like a queen.

I did have vegetarian choices, but I didn't want them. Perhaps I am TRUELY a polovegetarian... I need to give up chicken again soon, or it makes me too tempted to eat LARGE AMOUNTS of it. A bit is fine, but too much undermines the whole reason WHY I decided to not eat it in the first place (health and such).

Once we left the park and AAAAAAAAAROON (I had to flounce back to him to give him his yacket... we all be goin' to Body Worlds next weekend hopefully!! We'll see how things turn out, but that would be extremely fun, I dare say, wot!), and got through 6th hour, I got to see Paaaaaatrick before I left for my theripist appointment.

I'm glad I went; it made me feel even better about how things are going in school and at home and with myself. I can only do what, well, I can do. We talked about my sister coming in from DC tomorrow (eeeee!!!!), and when I'll be in NY with her and my mother. I can decide. I can eat cheese sandwiches.

Then mah pappa said "OKAY!" to every food I asked for and SPOILED ME BUMMERS. I asked if I could get sushi for a treat for lunch tomorrow, so we hopped into Lunds and I got this FANTASTIC looking platter with even a bit of octopus in it! I didn't like ocotopus much the last time I had it, but I didn't dislike it. So I taste, I taste, I keep tasting until I find how well to like it much! Sushi is so addicting, but I dare say, it's alright then!

We also stopped at Yum! on the way home, and I got a veggie sandwich along with a (can you BELIEVE my luckie straps?) a KEYLIME CUPCAKE!!!! It had KEYLIME ON THE INSIDE, I SWEAR!!! No, you don't believe me, FINE, but there was, and IS!!!! Now it fills my stomach with joy. Ohohoho!

Now I will try to call Monsieur Patrick again, wait for my sister to fly in tomorrow (yeah!!!!), and look forward to tomorrow's sushi and art-going with Crystal and Bear!

Indeed, what joys these thoughts bring.

Tanking the bossing!
Current Mood: [mood icon] giddy
Current Music: P.O.S.- Duct Tape

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April 13th, 2006


07:58 am
This morning, even though I might have caught a bad throat soary thing from my poppa, and I couldn't sing as I was getting ready (BURRRRRRRR), I started smiling uncontrollably.

And then I thought about the medication I'm taking... and how, just maybe, since I haven't taken it since yesterday morning, what if I was happy all by myself??

Which only made me smile MORE, of course!
Current Mood: [mood icon] cheerful
Current Music: Islands- Joggin Gorgeous

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